Exhibitionism - The Next Move

The experience of being naked in front of a stranger was indescribable. Never have I thought that I would actually do it. Not only that, I actually re-did it! However, this time, I didn't approach anyone with a story.

I went back to the park. This was after a significantly long time from my last post. After the experience, I knew that people there probably won't mind seeing a naked man. I decided to do things naturally this time. I went in, took off my clothes and started walking. I held onto my clothes, in case I had to scramble into them somehow.

Like the last time I visited, I wasn't alone in the park. I was practically looking around all the time trying to make sure I don't cross paths with anyone. Yes. While I assessed the place to be safe, I found it difficult to break away from the mindset that people will report me should they see me naked in a public place. 

I didn't enjoy the experience. Having to worry about walking into people's way made me feel like some sort of outcast. Finally, I decided. Just fuck it. I planned out a route that I will walk and stick to it, regardless whether there was anyone.

And so I did. Along the way, I saw someone walking towards me. My natural reaction was to turn around and start walking away. I had to remind myself that I must stick to the route. I continued walking towards the person, my heart pounding like a machine gun. 

Finally I am at a distance where he could see that I was not wearing anything. My heart was literally in my mouth. I was afraid, but yet extremely excited. I could almost hear my heart beating out loud! As i walked past him, I could sense his eyes scanning me. I had to constantly remind myself to maintain my pace and be natural!

We walked past each other and that was it! I did it! Thinking back now, I can feel the stir in me, the excitement boiling within! Will I do this again? Yes definitely!